I think I might just be the one on Earth that fantasize way too much! When will it ever stop? I can't seem to help it and I just keep on dreaming.. Non-stop, night and day, even when I sleep. Perhaps I should take some tranquilizer to keep my hormones or whatever thing down..
Meditation can't seem to help much, cause I get distracted so often. SOS!!
12 Days post-exam
There seems to be too much free time going on. I can't exactly find myself a job yet till UTP reply me on my uni admission. That would not exactly be the kindest thing to do to your boss by resigning after 2 weeks of employment. Therefore, that left me with quite a lot of free time. In fact, it's just a lot of free time. I've read 3 thick books, bake quite a bunch of cookies, sleep till 10am(somehow i can't sleep longer than that) and I'm still left with a lot of time..and that leads to crazy fantasies. Probably contributed by story books and television. Gotta find myself some other things to do..
Fantasies are not good cause- Definition: A pleasant situation that you enjoy thinking about, but which is unlikely to happen. And when it doesn't happen, it leads to dissapointment and anguish, distress and heartbreak!
I need to do something, that is for sure!!
Monday, 21 June 2010
Sunday, 13 June 2010
O.V.E.R
It's over!!!hooray..no more exams for now
It has been quite monotonous for the past few days.Nothing much to do except to rearrange the room, throw out some books, put in new books. Sadly, there is nothing on Tv to watch. Mum keep pestering me to find a job, apply for scholarship..But what with my lousy result?how?
Went to watch The Karate Kid on Thursday. It was funny and entertaining, but doesn't seem to fit the title though..More of The 'Kung Fu' kid than Karate kid. Jaden Smith looks really cute though. So small!! Man! He look really like his dad.
Went to Queens today for my Mum's Estee Lauder Model Search Makeover. It's fun to watch and I took a lot of backstage shots and video. She forbid me to upload any. Well, I mean come on! Photoshop makes wonder. She looks like she just drank the elixir of life and turn 30 years old!!LOL!!!
With all this free time, I was wondering whether who wants to teman me to learn some foreign language? or maybe even dance lesson? I have these list of things to do. But I think I will end up doing nothing. My List includes exercise, paint my room (which i have been lamenting for ages), dance lessons, read >5 books, cut my hair, develop pictures, learn some foreign language and find a job.
Right Now, what I need is to play computer games!!!! HA.Ha.HA. Oh yea, who wants to go for ice cream and 2nd hand book shopping with me?
It has been quite monotonous for the past few days.Nothing much to do except to rearrange the room, throw out some books, put in new books. Sadly, there is nothing on Tv to watch. Mum keep pestering me to find a job, apply for scholarship..But what with my lousy result?how?
Went to watch The Karate Kid on Thursday. It was funny and entertaining, but doesn't seem to fit the title though..More of The 'Kung Fu' kid than Karate kid. Jaden Smith looks really cute though. So small!! Man! He look really like his dad.
Went to Queens today for my Mum's Estee Lauder Model Search Makeover. It's fun to watch and I took a lot of backstage shots and video. She forbid me to upload any. Well, I mean come on! Photoshop makes wonder. She looks like she just drank the elixir of life and turn 30 years old!!LOL!!!
With all this free time, I was wondering whether who wants to teman me to learn some foreign language? or maybe even dance lesson? I have these list of things to do. But I think I will end up doing nothing. My List includes exercise, paint my room (which i have been lamenting for ages), dance lessons, read >5 books, cut my hair, develop pictures, learn some foreign language and find a job.
Right Now, what I need is to play computer games!!!! HA.Ha.HA. Oh yea, who wants to go for ice cream and 2nd hand book shopping with me?
Friday, 28 May 2010
Dreaming
Dreeeaming again..
How nice to have a closet full of pretty dresses;
How nice to have a room full of heels and shoes of everykind
How nice to have a house with 30 rooms and 40 bathroom with 200 hectares of land
How nice to open ur window and not see into someone else's room
How nice to be able to study anywhere, anytime, anything you wish
How nice to do anything you want and stop doing when you want to
How nice to have a driver to drive you around
In conclusion, How nice it is to be a BILLIONAIRE!!
Sing**I wanna be billionaire, so freaking bad; Everytime I close my eyes, I see my name in shining light!!
LOL!!
Ps: those koreans have nice jacket and blazers :)
How nice to have a closet full of pretty dresses;
How nice to have a room full of heels and shoes of everykind
How nice to have a house with 30 rooms and 40 bathroom with 200 hectares of land
How nice to open ur window and not see into someone else's room
How nice to be able to study anywhere, anytime, anything you wish
How nice to do anything you want and stop doing when you want to
How nice to have a driver to drive you around
In conclusion, How nice it is to be a BILLIONAIRE!!
Sing**I wanna be billionaire, so freaking bad; Everytime I close my eyes, I see my name in shining light!!
LOL!!
Ps: those koreans have nice jacket and blazers :)
Saturday, 1 May 2010
Equality and justice
There is no such thing at home..Cause equality depends on 'pangkat' and sex.
MAn!! so I got one big lecture for not fixing a Dvd for you to watch when you were so busy with uploading pictures in facebook(which u still don't know after like 4 uploads). So.. and she got only 3 lines when she came back at 8.30pm after dyeing and cutting her hair for 3 hours, and all of us starving to death because of her lateness..
She told you you were rude and the waiter is gonna spit in your food and you said nothing..I told you to fix it urself you said I'm useless?..What the crap? So I'm useless and disrecpectful..Gosh..you are ridiculous!
I can't wait to get out.. Cause they treat you like king when you come back
MAn!! so I got one big lecture for not fixing a Dvd for you to watch when you were so busy with uploading pictures in facebook(which u still don't know after like 4 uploads). So.. and she got only 3 lines when she came back at 8.30pm after dyeing and cutting her hair for 3 hours, and all of us starving to death because of her lateness..
She told you you were rude and the waiter is gonna spit in your food and you said nothing..I told you to fix it urself you said I'm useless?..What the crap? So I'm useless and disrecpectful..Gosh..you are ridiculous!
I can't wait to get out.. Cause they treat you like king when you come back
Tuesday, 20 April 2010
Biology and breeding
Totally should read this.. Quite enlightening and humorous.
This article is discussing about should we breed when the world is already overpopulated?
Q: I'm extra smart. Shouldn't I pass on my gene?
Well, could you pass a minimal intelligence test if one were required a 'license to breed'
To find out, simply answer this question
In light of ten of thousands of children dying of malnutrition each day, and considering the number of species going extinct as a results of our excessive reproduction. Do you think it would be a good idead to create another of yourself?
Q: What about the human instinct to breed?
Humans, like all creatures, have urges which leads to reproduction. Our biological urge is to have sex, not to make babies. Our 'instinct' to breed is the same as a squirrel's instinct to plant trees; the urge is to store food, trees are a natural result. If sex is an urge to procreate, then hunger's an urge to defecate!(hahahaha)
Check the whole story out in http://www.vhemt.org/biobreed.htm
This article is discussing about should we breed when the world is already overpopulated?
Q: I'm extra smart. Shouldn't I pass on my gene?
Well, could you pass a minimal intelligence test if one were required a 'license to breed'
To find out, simply answer this question
In light of ten of thousands of children dying of malnutrition each day, and considering the number of species going extinct as a results of our excessive reproduction. Do you think it would be a good idead to create another of yourself?
Q: What about the human instinct to breed?
Humans, like all creatures, have urges which leads to reproduction. Our biological urge is to have sex, not to make babies. Our 'instinct' to breed is the same as a squirrel's instinct to plant trees; the urge is to store food, trees are a natural result. If sex is an urge to procreate, then hunger's an urge to defecate!(hahahaha)
Why breed?
Reason given: To carry on family name. Real reason: Trying to please dad. Duped by bloodline superstition. Suggested alternative: Create something enduring and give it a family name. Or donate blood to pass on bloodline..(lol)
Reason given: My wife/husband want a baby.Real reason: Giving in out of fear of losing partner. Suggested alternative: Communicate or just rent a simulator doll baby..pftt
Check the whole story out in http://www.vhemt.org/biobreed.htm
Patience and nerves
ARGH!!!
I could not stop thinking about what to do after A2!!! I'm so happy and also worried just thinking about 'after' A2!!! Hooorayyy!!!
Find a job, apply to unis, grow my cucumber, read all the books I've been staring at for ages, go for interesting classes. exercise and tonnes of other stuff...Hooray!
It seems a little bit silly to say hooray when trials are not even over..LOL!!
I could not stop thinking about what to do after A2!!! I'm so happy and also worried just thinking about 'after' A2!!! Hooorayyy!!!
Find a job, apply to unis, grow my cucumber, read all the books I've been staring at for ages, go for interesting classes. exercise and tonnes of other stuff...Hooray!
It seems a little bit silly to say hooray when trials are not even over..LOL!!
Monday, 12 April 2010
What I'm thinking/ talking silently..
This is actually a place where I vent out when I have nobody to talk, contemplate or complain to.
SOOOOoo..Let's start talking to myself.
It's first day of study break; and it is getting to me..Can't believe I studied for 9 hours today- record. Well, it means I'm going to slack a little bit tomorrow.haha=bad
Currently, I'm seriously in need of playing a game or watching a really nice movie that will make me cry..(anything to distract me..ideas?)
It's the 12th of April, a day closer to 19 May; A day wasted on thinking what to do after 9th of June.. A lof of dates in a sentence I see.. Doesn't show much maturity huh? I'm talking like a kid in need of a lollipop or I'll scream like a spoiled brat..
Talking bout maturity reminds me of General paper.This two words just keep popping into my mind..How am I suppose to talk academically and factually when I don't know stuff. That's one bad thing when you are in science. You only know molecules and logarithmns. What bout history? economics? politics? people?
I better stop talking bout this depressing stuff..I feel like a failure the more I think about it..
I'M Not a loser!! I live with intention, choose with no regret and most importantly- LAUGH!!
~ though Ireally need to read a lot
SOOOOoo..Let's start talking to myself.
It's first day of study break; and it is getting to me..Can't believe I studied for 9 hours today- record. Well, it means I'm going to slack a little bit tomorrow.haha=bad
Currently, I'm seriously in need of playing a game or watching a really nice movie that will make me cry..(anything to distract me..ideas?)
It's the 12th of April, a day closer to 19 May; A day wasted on thinking what to do after 9th of June.. A lof of dates in a sentence I see.. Doesn't show much maturity huh? I'm talking like a kid in need of a lollipop or I'll scream like a spoiled brat..
Talking bout maturity reminds me of General paper.This two words just keep popping into my mind..How am I suppose to talk academically and factually when I don't know stuff. That's one bad thing when you are in science. You only know molecules and logarithmns. What bout history? economics? politics? people?
I better stop talking bout this depressing stuff..I feel like a failure the more I think about it..
I'M Not a loser!! I live with intention, choose with no regret and most importantly- LAUGH!!
~ though Ireally need to read a lot
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